Play of my Life" ..directed by "ME"

wow ... i just got of the phone .. i was talking to a girl..who is amazing little person...lol its very rare ..may be once in Ur life that one bumps into some one who inspire you and yet they really don't know it... this girl...who is an amazing actress and a very good public speaker and a real good human being .. is actually afraid of accepting herself...strange Na.. but all of us do this ..we in our hearts knows who we really are ... what are our strength and weaknesses ..we know us...but we look in other people ...we believe that if we look in other people instead of mirror ..may be its gonna work..may be we will hear the voice that says"wow Ur really good in studies" or "wow u really know how to make good chicken"( as in dish) .. i realised while talkin to her that i don't need other people telling me what i am ..and what i am not.. i just realised i need me... but u know to say it and to accept is ..entirely different thing..and one point ..im scared ..im scared because i wont hear those good words or compliments ...I'm scared because I'll become snobbish once i realise my own strength..but then its good to scared right??? its the first step to success.. the girl I'm talking about is in all of us...so lets make us ..make like you and me a character... i think i should make my self some one i idealise ..may be like Oprah Winfrey and let my character in me ..work like her and then one day when I'm finally something as in a person who has her biggest goal achieved ..i can accept myself since I'm the director of my play of life.. some day for sure that girl will make a play on her own life and I'll proudly say..."i know her".. may be someday I'll sit on talk show just like Oprah's and my ppl would say "we know her"... by the end of the day.. I've learned something that has brought me one step closer to my dream..
I'm really happy .. and satisfied for now..
peace out..